Wednesday, December 8, 2021

Walking to School

Dear Sawyer,

Daddy had to go on a business trip yesterday, which meant that I had to take you and JieJie to school today. I don't drive and your school is 1.7 miles away from our house. It was 40 degrees this morning and we could have taken an Uber but I asked you and your sister to try walking to school and the two of you did an awesome job! You mentioned that your legs were already tired when we were just a few blocks away from our house but you were able to keep up with me (and I walk really fast) and we made it to school 13 minutes before the doors opened, so you even had time to play on the playground for a little bit. I was worried that you might be too cold during the long walk (it took us exactly 37 minutes) but you said you didn't feel cold at all. Thank you for being such a good sport!

Love,
Mom

Thursday, December 2, 2021

One Handsome Head

Dear Sawyer,

Cute things you have said recently:

You: Mama, do I look cuter with my hood on or off?
Me: I think you look cuter with it off.
You: Me, too, because you see more of my handsome head!

You: Mama, can you come help me with my math homework? It's just one question and then you can go do whatever you want.

Words you still adorably say wrong: tooken (instead of took), buy-ded (instead of bought)

Love,
Mom

Wednesday, December 1, 2021

Hairy Situation

Dear Sawyer,

After your shower, I cleaned your ears and there was the tiniest little hair on the end of the Q-tip. I told you, "There was a hair in your ear." You replied, "There was a bunny in my ear? Haha! Get it? Hair? Hare?" Sawyer's got jokes!

Love,
Mom

Thursday, November 18, 2021

Good Humor

Dear Sawyer,

You are really into telling knock-knock jokes right now and this is how most of them go:

-Knock knock! Who's there? Pepperoni. Pepperoni who? Pepperoni pizza!

-Knock knock! Who's there? Wall. Wall who? Wallpaper!

-Knock knock! Who's there? Soup who? Soup put me on. I'm good!

Ummmmm, hahahaha? I may not get your humor but I do love how you burst into a fit of giggles every time you deliver the punchline!

Love,
Mom

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Prince Charming

Dear Sawyer,

You are so suave with the compliments! Your latest gem: "Mama, you look beautiful in any outfit. You look beautiful with any makeup. You look beautiful with any hairstyle. A lot of things change about you but the one thing that never changes is how beautiful you are." WHA?!?! I asked you how you come up with these super sweet things and you just smiled and pointed at your head! Such a charmer!

Love,
Mom

Monday, October 25, 2021

Happy Wife, Happy Life

Dear Sawyer,

Two conversations we had today:

Conversation #1
Me: How was school?
You: Good.
Me: Did you get my note?
You: Yes, I got it.
Me: Did you go to the cafeteria for lunch or did you eat in your classroom?
You: I went to the cafeteria. I sat next to Rihaan. It was great! [short pause] Anymore questions?

**You were playing with your toys so I guess I was interrupting your flow with my afterschool interrogation, haha!

Conversation #2
You: Is it hard to be a parent?
Me: Yes. It's one of the hardest jobs in the world.
You: I don't want to have any kids. I only want to have a wife.
Me: You can do that. Not everyone has kids.
You: But it might not work out that way.
Me: What do you mean?
You: If my wife wants kids, I would have them. And I would take care of them because I am responsible.
Me: So you would have kids to make your wife happy?
You: Yes. I want her to have a happy life, just like you want me to have a happy life.

You are such a sweet boy. And I love our chats!

Love,
Mom

Tuesday, October 12, 2021

Friendly Encounter

Dear Sawyer,

Our conversation after school today:

You: I am making so many new friends at school!
Me: That's so nice! Who did you make friends with?
You: Aaron.
Me: How did you become friends?
You: He came up to my desk and asked me, "Do you want to be friends with me?" And I said, "Okay!"

Life is so simple when you're younger!

Love,
Mom

Sunday, September 26, 2021

Cute Compliment

Dear Sawyer,

We had a play date today and at one point, you stopped playing with the other kids and shouted to my friend, "Do you know what my favorite living thing is? Mama!" And then you ran back to the kids and resumed your activities. Awww! Thanks, baby bear!

Love,
Mom

Friday, September 24, 2021

Waterlemon Whoops

Dear Sawyer,

One of the cutest things you do is pronounce watermelon "waterlemon." You have been saying waterlemon for as long as I can remember and the rest of our family has taken to saying it, too. In fact, the word has been ingrained in me so much that when I went to a bubble tea shop yesterday and ordered a drink for you, I actually said to the employee, "Can I have a waterlemon tea? I mean, waterlemon. No, uh, watermelon!" Haha!

Love,
Mom

Thursday, September 16, 2021

A Better Bedtime

Dear Sawyer,

You asked me to cuddle with you at bedtime tonight so I crawled into your bed. Once I laid down next to you, you smiled and said, "You make everything better." Awww, I'm glad, baby bear!

Love,
Mom

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

Pretty Woman

Dear Sawyer,

This morning, you said to me, "Mama, you're prettier than all the pretty things put together." Oh my goodness, thank you!

Love,
Mom

Sunday, September 12, 2021

Switch It Up

Dear Sawyer,

You always call the toy lawn mower the "mow lawner." I love it!

Love,
Mom

Sunday, September 5, 2021

Mind the Gap

Dear Sawyer,

You just lost your first tooth and you already lost your second one tonight! You look so adorable with your new gap-toothed smile!



Love,
Mom

Thursday, August 19, 2021

Fallout

Dear Sawyer,

You were looking at a photo of my friends and me and said, "I always look for you in your pictures and you're always the prettiest one." I mean, come on! You are the sweetest!

In other news, Daddy and I went out to dinner for our anniversary tonight and I bought a box of mochi doughnuts to surprise you with but when I came home, you said you had a surprise for me and showed me something in your hand--your loose tooth! You said you had been wiggling it with your finger after dinner and--pop!--out it came! 

Love,
Mom

Monday, July 19, 2021

Wiggly Tooth

Dear Sawyer,

I was flossing your teeth tonight and when I flossed your front bottom tooth, it wiggled! Your first loose tooth! I can't believe you are already old enough to start losing your baby teeth!

Love,
Mom

Friday, June 11, 2021

Toilet Tunes

Dear Sawyer,

You went #2 in the bathroom this morning and called out for me to wipe your butt. I said I was in the middle of getting the laundry and that you'd have to wait a few minutes. You replied with a chipper, "Okay! I will sing songs to pass the time." You are such a sweet, funny little guy!

Love,
Mom

Monday, June 7, 2021

Quote Me On That

Dear Sawyer,

You saw someone on TV use air quotes and you asked me why the person made that hand gesture. I explained to you that people sometimes do that to signify that they are saying one thing but it's not really true, i.e. I say GuhGaw is "studying" when I know that he is really just doodling in his notebook. With this newfound knowledge of human mannerisms, you then kept coming up to me today and putting untrue things in air quotes. 

"Mama, I'm [air quotes] baking you chocolate chip cookies."
"Mama, I'm [air quotes] using the bathroom."
"Mama, [air quotes] it is raining right now."

Hahaha! That's not exactly how air quotes are used but you are so cute!

Love,
Mom

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

You're Six Years Old!

Dear Sawyer,

Last year on your birthday, I set my alarm for 6am to sneak into your room and fill it with birthday balloons but you foiled my plans when you were so excited for your birthday that you woke up at 5:30am. I did not learn my lesson. This year, I set my alarm for 7am (you usually sleep until 8am) to get ready for the festivities but you were so excited for your birthday that you woke up at FIVE AM. The sun wasn't even up yet!

You had good reason to be so excited, though. Last year, we had the Zoom birthday party for you since we couldn't see anyone in person but things are a little safer this year so we were able to have a joint birthday party with your best bud Kian! Presents + cake + an in-person play date with your friend = no wonder you couldn't sleep! And honestly, it was a gift for me, too, to see you happily running around the yard with Kian, throwing balls around and hiding in bushes. This pandemic has made me appreciate any and all glimmers of normalcy and pre-pandemic life so much.


Happiest of birthdays to my 6-year-old ray of sunshine! I love you so much for your cheerfulness and optimism. You always have a positive attitude about everything and you are such a sweet little guy to be around. For one, you always tell me how beautiful I am! You come up to me and say, "Mama, you're beautiful" at least half a dozen times every day. Your smiles instantly cheer me up and after I told you that awhile ago, you always make it a point to smile at me if you think I look upset. You give me the tightest hugs, move your dining room chair right next to mine so that we can be super close and ask me to cuddle with you every night at bedtime. Sometimes, you literally follow me all around the house because you "just want to be close" to me.

At 6, you still LOOOOOOVE dinosaurs. You read so many books about dinosaurs, draw so many pictures of dinosaurs and regularly roar and stomp through the house pretending to be a dinosaur (MuiMui often copies you when you do this, so I have TWO little dinos roaming around!). Your other interests: playing with cars, building things with Legos, reading books on Epic and ABC Mouse, drawing, riding your balance bike, going on hikes, having dance parties (you love BTS and your current favorite songs are "Levitating" and "Who's Laughing Now?"), playing with the water table, taking bubble baths and watching nature documentaries and Fuller House. You're still a picky eater but you eat a ton of string cheese and fruit. Your favorite fruit is watermelon and I love that you still pronounce it "waterlemon." In fact, you have been calling it that for so long that our entire family says "waterlemon" now!



Your biggest accomplishment this year was learning how to read! I always feel so proud when my kids begin reading on their own and you are reading so well! I am especially impressed with you because you have had to do kindergarten entirely from home. You started at a new school in September but you have never stepped foot inside or even met your teacher face-to-face. You haven't had very much solo interaction with her and have to watch all of her lessons on your computer screen. There are no cool projects or play time and it isn't a very fun way to learn. I know it has been a struggle to focus and do worksheet after (boring) worksheet but you always pay attention, participate and complete your assignments on time and I am so proud of your hard work. And it has paid off because you can read so nicely, not to mention write multiple-sentence essays about different topics and add and subtract big numbers.

I love you so much, baby bear! Happy birthday!

Love,
Mom

Monday, April 19, 2021

Ho Ho Ho

Dear Sawyer,

Cute things you said recently:

-You crawled into my bed on Saturday morning and cuddled up next to me but I was facing away from you, so you said, "Mama, I want to see your beautiful face. Can you turn around?"

-GuhGaw asked you why dinosaurs were no longer your "top favorite thing" and you said, "Mama is."

-At dinner most nights, you push your chair so it is touching mine because you say you want to as close to me as possible.

-When I asked you how your reading call was today, you replied, "Perfection!"

Funny thing you wrote today:

-In your weekend journal, you wrote about how we went hiking yesterday. You said you went with your "whole family" but you wrote "I went with my ho family." Haha!

Love,
Mom

Thursday, February 25, 2021

Mama's Helper

Dear Sawyer,

This morning, your attendance question was "What do you wish you were old enough to do?" You immediately replied, "Help my mama clean the dishes." You are the sweetest little guy!

Love,
Mom

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Out of This World Love

Dear Sawyer,

Sweet things you said recently:

- "Mama, do you know how much I love you? I love you 1,003 times around the solar system."

- One of your attendance questions last week was "What is your favorite after-school activity?" You replied, "Hugging and kissing my mama."

- We were playing in MuiMui's room and accidentally hit our heads together really hard. I was practically seeing stars so I know you must have been hurting, too, but the very first thing you said to me after we bumped heads was not "Ow!" or "My head!" but "Are you okay?" 

- After I put a peach-scented air freshener in the bathroom, you said, "It smells good but you smell better."

Love,
Mom

Monday, January 18, 2021

Too Sweet

Dear Sawyer,

You came up to me today and said, "Mama, if I had diabetes, I couldn't get near you because you are too sweet."

Wow! Nice line!

Love,
Mom

Thursday, January 7, 2021

Sawyer-Mama Time

Dear Sawyer,

I detest cold weather and pre-Covid, I avoided going outside at all costs if the temperature dipped down to 45 degrees. But now post-Covid and desperate to get out of the house whenever I can, I'm like "It's all the way up to 38 degrees today! Let's go for a walk!"

And so this afternoon, we bundled up in four layers, hats and gloves and went for a walk around the neighborhood. You were on your balance bike and asked to go down a slightly steep hill. I let you go and your cries of "OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!" made me laugh so much! You told me it had been scary . . . but not scary enough to stop you from going down the same hill a second time!

We also made a stop at Hawthorne Park where I had so much fun playing Hide & Seek with you! The trees in the park are perfect because they are spread apart and wide enough to hide even me, so I had a blast running to different trees and hiding behind them while you covered your eyes and counted to 10. I peeked out to watch you search for me and you were just the cutest!

Last weekend, our whole family went out in near-freezing temperatures so that you, GuhGaw and JieJie could ride your bikes around Flushing Meadows Corona Park. You guys biked around for a bit and played tag but then you came over to me, hugged my legs and said you wanted to be near me. (I think you were upset because GuhGaw and JieJie were running too fast for you during tag.) So I said the two of us could go on our own walk together around the park. We ended up wandering a ways off from the rest of our family because we saw an interesting-looking statue in the distance and wanted to explore it closer. It ended up being a 20-minute detour and I enjoyed our solo Sawyer-Mama time so much. It is always so fun chatting and playing with you! After we eventually made our way back to the others and were in the car heading back home, I asked you if you had liked the park. You said, "Yeah, but I liked our walk the most." *melt* I am so glad you enjoy Sawyer-Mama time as much as I do!

Love,
Mom